A place to put my thoughts :)

I have MRSA again, got it from the hospital after my op. 

Good news though is that the wound went from 7.5cm deep to 6.5cm deep in a week, so things may just be looking up. 

Now all I have to do is beat the MRSA again. 

Do you ever get the feeling someone up there must really hate you? Not that I believe in all that after this... WHY would I be put through so much suffering.  I feel as if someone is trying to break me and it's very nearly working. 

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Well i'm back from the hospital, got back on Tuesday after 5 days in there!

My operation is over and i'm now left with a very big and very deep open wound at the bottom of my back, which is quite honestly the worst pain of my life!

I'm hoping that this is the last one, for my own sanity it needs to be!

I'm going now to read for a bit x

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It's friday, that's right... 3 days away, only found out this morning I am FREAKING OUT!

Scared! Can not wait til it's over and i'm through the anaesthetic, that's he thing that's scaring me!

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Went to see the nurse today, she said I do definately need an operation and she will get in touch with the surgeon's secretary to arrange it ASAP. 

I'm happy with the decision, but scared, the anaesthetic

And the aftercare , it's a horrible thing to recover from. 

BUT this time I hopefully will recover and get my life back

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I'm going to the hospital tomorrow to see a specialist nurse. 

Hopefully she will be able to push the surgeon to do the operation, I just wish it was over and done with so I could get on with the rest of my life!

No way did I think i'd still be off now, i'm getting irritable.  Everything gets on my nerves, I think it's the boredom of everything.  Every day is the same at the moment and has been for a very long time. 

The lack of money means it's not going to change in the near future, which is why I need to go back to work, that and for the sake of my sanity!

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